My parents are not going into the church, but my grandparents drag my four brothers and I into the church, if circumstances permit. I went to Sunday School, and sat through countless sermons – and wished I had been doing the show baseball or something fun. I should do in the morning and then attend Sunday worship and Wednesday night. That I was glad I attended. Some of it sunk. Planted the seed. I learned all the Bible stories, you know, creation, Adam and Eve, Noah’s flood, Moses separated the Red Sea, Jesus and a crucifix, etc., not sure know how to believe.

Because my school science classes at the same time tell me something very different about who I am and how I come here. I persuaded my school almost from the fish and the evolution of a group involved in the evolution of the low in the warm and sticky mud. They have to convince me I would be any chance occurrences products and creators are not included or needed. I did not see the future beyond the grave. I do not feel good about this, but who is the argument I and the scientific facts! In my early 20s (long ago), I began to question everything I was taught. I was torn in what I was taught in the church, and between what I was taught in school. I have decided that someone lied to me, and I do not like. I did not fully understand the whole Christian thing is still, and why Jesus died on the cross to be.

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